Hi dear,
How are you doing? Everything is ok? Here in Buenos Aires, good things are happening to me. My tango is unrecognizable now; it would have taken me years in Singapore to reach the level I am now. I made lots of good friends and helpful people. One of them just helped me run around and got my visa extended to febuary.
But somethings happen too that makes me wonder, even for just a moment, why am I doing this. Why did I give up my job and familiarity to come here and struggle. Its fine, just for a moment. But those are painful moments.
The funny thing is even I am not holding work now, my life is busy. Every moment there is something happening. If I were to open myself up to even more, I wouldn't have a second to rest.
Good to see ma and pa celebrating their 15 anniversary. Sometimes I wonder is there still love between them? Maybe they don't show it or its not the love we know. Because everyday should have been like this for them, celebrating, instead of just one day per year.
Take good care of ma and Yao when I'm away. You have to be patient both of them. Maybe even more for Yao. He suppresses his emotions a bit too much I think.
I'm sorry I won't be around when things happen. Maybe I am selfish. But I think I'm lost. Hence I need to find myself. If not, I might be lost forever.
Take care of yourself, and the work environment is not easy. But it will teach you a lot things and when you finally feel ready to move on, do not hesitate.
Thanks for all the cooking stuff you gave me. I miss the food from Singapore more than anything. Will try them out sometime.
Will be praying for you.
love,
bro
